stupid, lazy lifestyle.

I thought we weren't supposed to be judgmental here.

Second, I'm treading water. I'm 44 years old, I'll never have enough money to retire, I make 125k a year and still fight to get to the next check and bounce checks and take payday loans. The one thing that I could do with my paltry few dollars which was take 2 weeks of vacation a year, is now beyond my financial means and likely never will be again..

The only thing that's preventing me from running away is my wife and kids or I would drop out of the universe and do nothing but smoke weed all day as well as well.

You need to socialize more kid, but life is fucking hard one way or another.. whatever you have to do..