Assalamu'Alaykum,

I am "brotherlost", where I posted about my mother. Where she was having a heart attack and was treated in the emergency.

I also posted where my so called intended, a woman whom I intended to marry, failed to come visit where my mother was being treated.

It has been a year and a few days. I had to quit my job and went through several odd, part time and volunteer work just to have enough time and available funds to keep my mom happy and contented.

I am happy, in knowing that I had done whatever I can as a son, to help ease my mom in her suffering after her numerous surgical operations.

I did all I can, Subhan'Allah. I try to keep her with me here. For I love her dearly. She is my mother after all.

For a year, I really tried. But, as Allah loves her more...

Brothers, sisters... I humbly ask of you to send Al Fatihah to my mother, Najad bte Zaharah, as sadaqah. And should I offend any one of you, I humbly ask for forgiveness.

Edit: Thank you all for your du'as and your kindness. I apologize that I could not reply to your well wishes earlier. I still feel somewhat loss. I feel that I have failed. I do appreciate all of your kind words and by Allah, I am grateful! I do hope and pray that Allah returns your kindness in many folds.